Intimate Zen Stories on Healing Trauma

Judith Ragir

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978-1-948626-69-9
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July 2022

Untangling Karma is a book about accepting and healing our historic trauma, both on and off the cushion. As Buddhism teaches us, the personal and the systemic are tightly interwoven. If we are to heal from trauma, we each need to boldly face and unravel our personal, collective, and inherited karma. This is especially true for mothers, healers, teachers, and anyone with spiritual inclinations.

Judith Ragir examines this unraveling through teaching stories that are alternately personal, collective, intimate, and universal. In many of them, she takes off the burdensome mantle of the calm Zen teacher and shows what she has actually done to find more inner peace. She encourages readers to be curious about their own karmic histories—and their own experiences with trauma—in order to help build a healing-focused 21st century Buddhism.

Date	Venue	Location
September 18, 2022	Village Zendo	Online Event
September 30, 2022	Seattle Insight	Seattle, WA / Online
October 2, 2022	Puget Sound Zen Center	Vashon, WA
October 9, 2022	Heart of Wisdom Temple	Portland, OR
October 8–9, 2022	Dharma Rain	Portland, OR
October 11, 2022	Great Vow Monastery	Clatskanie, OR
October 16, 2022	Stone Creek Zen Center	Graton, CA
October 21, 2022	Berkeley Zen Center	Berkeley, CA
October 30, 2022	Compassion Ocean Dharma Center	Minneapolis, MN
November 6, 2022	Common Ground Meditation	Minneapolis, MN
November 20, 2022	Zen Center of Los Angeles	Los Angeles, CA
December 11, 2022	Ancient Dragon Zen Gate	Chicago, IL / Online

Byakuren Judith Ragir is a Dharma teacher in the Katagiri Roshi Zen lineage. She was instrumental in founding Clouds in Water Zen Center in St. Paul, where she was the Guiding Teacher for nine years. She has also been a professional dancer and a doctor of Chinese medicine, working with acupuncture, acupressure, and Chinese herbs. Her short pieces have appeared in many anthologies, including Zen Teachings in Challenging Times, The Hidden Lamp, The Path of Compassion, and Receiving the Marrow. You can learn more about Judith, listen to her Dharma talks, and read her essays at www.judithragir.org.

“Ragir is utterly fearless in her vulnerability and in the curiosity with which she hones in on the ‘karmic knots’ in her life.” ―Lion's Roar

“...connecting some tough or unsavory aspects of the real world with the meditative, inner reality Ragir encountered through Buddhism are the book’s most consistent strengths. The prose is clear and unadorned throughout, which deepens the sense that the author is sharing a warts-and-all spiritual odyssey. Likewise, the mindless, blissful tone of so many accounts of Buddhism is pleasingly absent here. Ragir delivers plenty of critiques of the Zen path—which makes her embrace of it all the more intriguing to read about. A plainspoken, engaging, and very realistic account of a Buddhist journey” ―Kirkus Reviews

“Ragir’s writing is cordial, insightful, and wise. Delving into difficult topics including racism, sexism, antisemitism, and past abuse with equanimity and honesty, she addresses how larger legacies affected how she was treated in her family and society. Her spiritual and emotional dissatisfaction with patriarchal hegemony, and with divisions between her family and the Black women who were housekeepers in their household, impacted her openness to spirituality and her views of white privilege. Seeking reconciliation and Buddhist stories from women, this is a book about feminist religion and the humanity of sexuality, childbearing, and motherhood.” ―Foreword Reviews

"Judith Ragir, a Zen teacher, a mom, a Jew, a sexual assault survivor, splits open her heart and fearlessly pours out the hate, internalized anti-Semitism, and unquestioned rule-following that blocks her love. This book is at once a love letter to Zen practice and a critique of late twentieth century American Zen. Judith inspires us to investigate our own karmic knots, and in the middle of this suffering, she invites us to walk quietly down the backyard steps to the neighborhood pond and take a cooling dip in the moonlight." —Natalie Goldberg, author of Writing Down the Bones, Long Quiet Highway, Three Simple Lines, and many other books

"This is not the book you’d expect from a Zen teacher and senior Zen priest. Full of pain, passionate intensity, and brutally honest, Judith Ragir’s writing shows us what Zen looks like under the hood, in the context of an American woman’s lived experience of trauma, abuse, and intergenerational pain….An uplifting, and searing, read." —Norman Fischer, Zen teacher and author of Sailing Home, The World Could Be Otherwise, When You Greet Me I Bow, and other books

"Untangling Karma deals head-on with the pain of living, with hurting and being hurt—and with the many dimensions of healing. Here are hard-earned lessons in which Judith Ragir recognizes and recovers from several strands of trauma woven intimately into her life, personally and multi-generationally, based on gender, race, and religious prejudice." —Jan Chozen Bays, author of Mindful Eating, The Vow-Powered Life, Mindfulness on the Go, and other books

"Untangling Karma is a stunning book that weaves together Zen, Judaism, family, trauma, healing, and much more. Judith Ragir opens her heart and writes with remarkable honesty. I felt she was speaking to me as an intimate friend. You, too, will be encouraged by this courageous woman." —Susan Moon, author and editor of many books, including The Hidden Lamp, This Is Getting Old, What Is Zen?, Being Bodies, and Not Turning Away

"In Untangling Karma, Judith Ragir does what virtually no other Zen teacher has done: show us each piece of her own brokenness and healing. And she does so with great insight, candidness, and transparency." —Tim Burkett, author of Nothing Holy About It and Zen in the Age of Anxiety